Harr harr, I can bet you can all guess what this is about.

Self-hate is so sweet. For it just keeps going. It never stops. "Oh well, this person has a cool haircut, now I have a cool haircut.. But now they did this and this and this and I cant do that/suck at that. And now they've done this, oh, I wish I could do that And look at that, that's so cool! I wish I had it."

See? The more you live the more I hate. ;D

Tchah. I wish i could just slice my head off. Then I wouldn't have to worry about anything but how skinny I am(which could be easily solved, due to the fact that I lack a head and can not eat) and what clothes I wear (which I'm really not that touchy about, I like some of the clothes I wear).
It rained today. I almost didn't go to school. But then I did. And we had picture day. And I'm going to look the lamest, as always.

I went shopping yesterday, and bought ugly clothes that I liked for a second, and now I don't like. Lame.

I wish I lived in America. There are so many more ruling awesome things there. :0 Canada sucks. They should go fuck their stupid furries. :0

I don't like my hair anymore. It's stupid and lame and lame and lame. Just like the annoying layer of skin that rest upon the front of my skull, aka my face. D:

Why does everything suck, geez.

I'm such a stupid kid. :}

Me an' Sean were discussing today about how I would be if I were a guy, and Sean mentioned that I would be a pretty awesome guy if I was... a guy. 0___0

I keep having this odd feeling that I would be a very awkward gay thirteen year old boy. x0 Chah.

But that's probably because I'm really used to stroking Sean's head and rnning my hand through other guy's hair. For I really love hair.

P. s. Still really lame. D: I would like to mention that I am so lame, that I don't know any of the kids in my neighbourhood. I never go outside.

When I want to bike, I can't, because I don't want to bike in a place where people can see me. Because I'm scared of what they'll think. Or if I bike weird. Or if my parents force me to wear a helmet. Or that they'll just think I'm some ugly loser.

And my parents are poor losers that work a tiny bit above minimum wage. They're usually not at home. I see my mom for a few minutes in the morning, and my dad comes home at six, then usually goes to bed/watches TV.

And I'm sharing this all for you because:

1. I want you all to know how lame I am, so you can be enlightened and not reply to this, and leave my poor soul alone so it can weep alone in it's attention seeking-ness.
2. When I'm sad, I'm happy. It makes me feel good. !
3. When I'm sad, it gives me a reason to hate life even more. Which is great.
4. It is all part of my ploy to get you all to care about me. ;0

Pfft, it happened again. That coolpeoplechanging thing. Yes. So now my coolness has dropped another level, but this time I can't change it, because my parents don't want me too.

I'd rather not be specific. :0

All I can say is that I am the biggest loser ever, and you should all hate me because I am lame, intensely lame.

Either that or the internet just depresses me. Possibly both.

Tchah, I wish I was dead. Such lameness should not exist.

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Do you know what this is? Escaflowne. I swear to god, that used to be the most awesome anime ever when I was a wee child.
D00d, I loved it so much. I swear, if I see it in a video store somewhere, I wil purchase it. It rules.

Uhm... D: I'm gonna go download some more Naruto 'cause it rawks uncontrollably.

Billie Joe, it's so exciting to see you here after you've just recorded your first record, how does it feel?

Mmmmm.... Wonderful!

Kekeke, Sean brought his CD player to school, and i listened to all the Sweet VChildren and old Green Day songs he downloaded, and one had a spoken part intro, and it's all in high-pitched childish voices, and Bille Joe's voice is done by a five year old or something. x3

And he downloaded Dead Leaves On The Dirty Ground, and it was pretty cool. ;0

Duhr, I was lovin' myself a while ago, but some kickass artists got me down. ;0